Sunday, 6th September 98


Hey there, today was pretty boring, but I must have had at least ten cups of tea!  But anyway, it's been a pretty bad week for me, to be honest, I've been really bored and worried about university and stuff - I don't know how I'm going to afford it.  And with it coming to the end of the summer holidays I'm beginning to think that I could have done much more with these holidays, in fact much more with the last two years of my life.

I feel that I've totally wasted them!  (as you can probably tell  from my A Level results.)  I could have done so much more, but because of being mugged and hurt I decided to spend my time in my house most of the time, which is a real shame because I could have got to know some of my friends a lot better than I do now, one of them being a girl I know, who's been really nice to me, and is a real good friend, but because I don't want it to hurt too much when I leave for university I have been wary about getting too close.  And I feel that it could have been a lot better.
Maybe I should be looking towards the future more, and thinking about all the great people that I'm going to meet, but how do I know that I will spot them, when I hardly even notice it when they are around me now?  I wish things could have been different, but then again, I always do.

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