green plant

Little miniature of what plant sort of looks like.

Wednesday 9th December 1998

Hi there, if I haven't emailed you about my plant, then let me tell you here...

I bought a plant on Monday this week, it's got green leaves and is quite small, as are the leaves, it's called "Ficus" but I've been calling it "don't die plant", as all the leaves have been falling out ever since I got it! It looks nothing like the picture of it! I hope it's okay and isn't dead.

Anyway, you know if you like someone, and you're trying not to, but when you're near them you keep thinking 'wow, they're amazing'? Weird innit.

Wow, it's always scarey when you've been some place with some person, you've just met, all night and then at the end they say 'I've read your web pages.' I don't think I'll ever get used to people coming up to me and saying I've read your web pages, or even worse still someone saying 'Oh, those are the pages everyone's been telling me about.'

I've had a really good week this week and a really good weekend too, it's been really amazing - on the weekend I totally wanted to get things right with God, and I did, or at least I took a massive step in the right direction, but as always, with these things, you have to keep going and keep trying, you can't just flick a switch and then everything will be perfect forever.

But God is so amazing coz' He sent His Son to die for me, and to actually see what He would have gone through for me, makes me feel really ashamed that I haven't done more in the past to let people know, and I haven't given my whole life in surrender to Him properly before.

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